(Romantic) Relationships

First of all I want to say, I'm a huge fan of romance. Any sort of romance, lame, doopy-gooey, tough, simple, you name it. And I was sort of in a relationship with this guy, but then only after a few days, I feel like the spark was gone. No more. Just disappeared. Or it might be the fact that I don't feel comfortable being with him alone in public, or even with my friends. There was always that feeling where this whole relationship is wrong. He was two grade higher than me anyways; a big huge difference. I know that for adults, age difference doesn't matter at all. I mean whats the difference between 30 and 27? Nothing, there like almost the same. But it's different for teens; a guy who's 17 dating a girl who is barely 15. Not that's serious. It's almost child sexual abuse. Not saying that there is but you get what I mean. I just don't feel it's right. And if that guy is reading this, then I want him to know that he will always be my favorite Junior/Senior. But I'm just not ready yet. And he will be an important part in my heart.

Back to the more serious business: the lesson here is that don't fall in love so quickly. You don't know if it's a real or not. Additionally teenage years is the best time for education; don't give yourself distractions from your education. I hope this is a big lesson for me in life.

"Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful." - unknown